Wednesday, May 27, 2009

miss Emily!!!

I am missing my Emily!!!!

The first night she was away was odd not tucking her in, The second was weird and now the third.... I want her home!!

Am I a clingy mum much??? LOL!!

I honestly didnt think I would have an issue. Yeah sure its great without her and Lachie fighting 24/7 but i just miss her! :-( 2 more sleeps and counting!!!

She is more than likely having the time of her life and not even given me a second thought, which would be great! There is that little part of me still that is thinking maybe she is still upset like when she said goodbye but if that was the case surely they would have rang by now

Friday, May 22, 2009

I am still here!

I know I know its been a while since I have been here but I have had so much on in the last few weeks/months its unbelievable!
From Sick kids, to becoming a Tupperware demonstrator and even another funeral. I have officially banned anymore death and heartache in my family. I honestly think there are at least 2 members of my family that would not be able to handle anymore. Does anyone know how to press fast forward and finish this year and start again??

Me... Well I am good. I believe I am stronger now than I was a few months ago, I suppose that has to be a good thing. I have just started selling Tupperware and I do love it. I have quite a few issues but I will get around them. The job itself I enjoy. Its amazing how much more confidence I have now that I didn't before. I used to struggle talking to few people I didn't know now I am talking to a whole room and not passing out through panic! LOL!

Craig and the kids are great, Miss B has been a bit of a worry though last week she went 5 days without eating a thing and we has xrays and scans that all came back clear and still now don't know what the problem was. She does get eczema on her face so I wouldn't be surprised if maybe she had some in her mouth and that is why.
Emily is off to camp on Monday. 5 whole days... I will miss her so much. She is in grade 6 this year but it is her first school camp. She has refused to go every other year. To say she is a bit nervous is a major understatement! Its Friday night and right now she is in her room packing.
Lachie has also been sick this week with Laryngitis. Unfortunately he never lost his voice though! HA HA I had him home most of the week and My God!!! Can that kid talk..... He is feeling heaps better now.

well I'm off now, miss B is asleep so i think a nice hot soak in the bath is on the cards...

Take care all
Reneeoxox