Excited but nervous

Just tonight I recieved the call I have been waiting on. The lady that runs the Spiritualism awareness course I want to do rang to say the new class starts in 2 weeks and and I still interested? Of course I said yes! so I start the first wednesday after the kids go back. It also fits in great with Miss B. Its only every second Wed for 2 hours in the afternoon so Im sure I can find someone for 2 hours to mind her.

This course is basically a begginers course in everything. They cover Meditation, Mediumship, Tarot, Numerology, Psychic drawing and several other areas to see if one of them comes naturally to me or I am drawn to anything in particular. If there is something I like I can follow that path.
To Be honest I would love to be able to read card or even Auras. I find Auras fassinating I just cant see them. Until several weeks ago I was under the impression you needed some type of Gift or talent to do these things but apparently it is something everyone has its just wether you choose to use it or learn to use it.

I had my card read about 6 weeks ago now, Just before I started attending the Spiritual church. Several things were said and already a lot of it has made a lot of sence. He did say I was going to start a new journey in the way of learning. He said it was something I have always been interested in but never thought of studying.
I have always said I wanted to go back to school but could never decide what I wanted to do. After this reading I went to the local Chisolm and spoke to a careers advisor and have my name down to do a series of short courses. I was thinking Yes this is what I want to do.
It wasnt until Carol (Spiritual teacher) asked me if I would be interested in doing this course that everything fell into place. This is what I have always had an interest in and this is what i want to do. It was not until it was put in front of me that I realised this is it.

I do have my reservations still. I worry that I wont be able to do anything but that seems to be a very common problem with me, comes down to my very low self confidance.. Something I will try to work on.

Well Hope you got though that without falling asleep~
take Care
Reneeoxox